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Irony?

So now I have three or four ways to express myself online -- blogs and homepages and bulletin board subscriptions. I also know people in meatspace. And yet, I have no forum in which I feel expressing my feelings. It's as if I am totally isolated in the world.

For the record: I am totally angry with myself and my lack of self- control right now. I am feeling overwhelmed by life events and my lack of productivity. Some part of me feels like having a good cry, but I won't, and I don't think that would help.

In other news, I am pretty sure I have not felt inner peace for the last ten years.

Livejournal URL: http://lonelyache.livejournal.com/5970.html

Mood: Not specified